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Friday, May 25

Ride to BlueStar tho it was raining. Had supper with Fbc. Talked bout PhotoShoot over Teh Tarik.
Flu was getting worst but noone cared.
You, I may have a blocked nose but that doesn't give u the right to smoke infront of me. Where's your respect?
Totally pissed! But I had no energy to quarel, I had to fake a smile.
As for now, I'll just go w the flowww.
Feels like crying 
Somebody help!

Tuesday, May 15

So, TheBoy came to fetch before meeting Future Mother-in-Law. She can talk & talk & talk. Very friendly! iLike. We got hungry and proceed to Yunus&Family @Amk for Satay Date. Mee Soto for Myself & Mee Rebus for TheBoy. With Soya Bean drink. Hehs! Reached home to Durian Galore.

Saturday, May 12

I shall start on my wedding preparation soon. Can't wait! 
Just bcause we fight everyday doesn't mean we're not meant for each other. I'll prove everyone wrong! 


I met TheBoy for Lunch.
IceCream Ovaltine @Koi before having a proper meal @Popeyes.
"Future-in-Law Bonding" w SisterLove. Hehs!
Talked w TheBoy bout OurPast 
I've never regret on OurRelationship. I feel Blessed! 
TheBoy surprised me to Wafflelicious. Sedap or whattt! I'm not a Waffle person but surprisingly, I manage to finish it up. LoL
What's next? 

Sunday, May 6

His past keeps haunting me. I wonder if he'll ever cheat on me again. Yes, I admit I'm still checking out on his ex. Those bitches are pretty awesome. Fuck yeahh!
Will he always love me? Always be thr for me? I wonder too.
I know I should be blessed. He accepted me for who I am. Those scars I had, he has never looked down on me. The flaws I made. My attitude towards him.
So, why do I still have to feel insecured? Feel uneasy?
As much as I wanted to give him freedom, I just can't. Hmm, idk. It's just hard for me to trust him.
I got cheated once. I don't want it to happen again.
Yes, he changed. We're engaged, and getting married soon. Le sigh.

Saturday, May 5

Last night, I got pissed when he stand veryveryvery close beside my own cousin! You choose to stay instead of moving to me knowing the fact that you're engaged. How do u expect me to react? Redha?



Friday, May 4

Abng is Officially Married! 
The Love of My Life 
I'll never find someone like him.
Not even TheBoy!


Mgr advised me to continue studies while I'm still young. But I is Lazy. Futhermore I won't be able to save for TheFuture if I were to continue my studies. Hehs! And they are always reminding me to grab any opportunities that come. Not that they want me to leave but thr is no future staying here for long. That I agree!
It's a mistake I made, for choosing to work in Smrt. When I can earn more pay out thr.
On a good side, I don't have to waste money on Transport, choosing of clothes everyday. Altho I may earn a little, but I don't have to think of work once I've ClockOut or when I'm on leave.
I know it's crazy to work 7 days of Shift. Yes I know I complain on this alot! And I need to do OverTime to survive. But it's all good, I think? Season ald leiii.
Life of Smrt Staff -.-"


Our relationship are gg smoothly. Alhamdulilah. Just hope it stays that way. Not saying that we're been fighting or anything. Hehs!
The thing about me is that I get jealous too easily. And I'm always cranky.
TheBoy has been patience. Very much patience with my attitude. Everyone has a limit tho. I'm blessed to have him. Syukur.
Work wised, I'm covering AM today. Mutual Exchange with my partner. Hee.

Tuesday, May 1

1/2 day of OverTime @Sbw. Now, going to Geylang to join FamilyLoves.
Told TheBoy I had to travel by public to Paya Lebar & he reminded me not to go Jalan Afifi or Bedok Station.
Just like how I hated Tampines & Clementi.
LoL LoL LoL
I'm in love with TheBoy all over again 

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